The Blur area in the moment

Once upon a time, I believe if you put your heart to do something, even you fail you still alright. But if the mistake is pretty big, you will not just loss money but you will also lost the trust fm the other parties. And suddenly, I found i was pretty lucky that I did not make very big mistake -( that involves other party)  in my life till last month.

The mistake is already there, so the next step is to fix it... but it is very hard to accept and forget myself.

Even I told myself if you don't win , you are learning... but still feel heart broken and sad.
Is that because we trust people easily that why we end up like this?

I believe there are good people in the earth and I believe if we open my heart , we will meet the right person. Hopefully everything will be alright soon.